Couple of things...

Just another quick update. Followed by lyrics I can't get out of my head. I went on my second interview for the Brien Center on Monday. There's 5 candidates for 2 full time positions. So cross your fingers. I'll find out March 6th. I also went on an interview for Hillcrest Educational Centers yesterday. I got a really good vibe there - the recruiter who interviewed me was very nice and personable..slightly frazzled but it put me at ease. So she took some info from me, and is passing me onto the woman who actually hires at the residential center that I'd be working at. Of course, she's not in the office this week, so I should be hearing something Monday or Tuesday. Hopefully the day position is still open, it would be ideal. Full time, with medical and dental benefits. So again, cross your fingers for Hillcrest. If I don't get either of these jobs, I'm gonna be pissed. But there's always BFAIR. Stay tuned.




rachel yamagata - the reason why


I think about how it might have been
We'd spend our days travelin'
It's not that I don't understand you
It's not that I don't want to be with you
But you only wanted me
The way you wanted me

So, I will head out alone, hope for the best
And we hang our heads down
As we skip the goodbyes
And you can tell the world what you want them to hear
I've got nothing left to lose, my dear
So, I'm up for the little white lies

But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, and you're still there
I'm gone, and you're still there
I'm gone, and you're still there

I'll buy a magazine searching for your face
From coast to coast, or where ever I find my place
I'll track you on the radio, and
I'll sign your list in a different name
But as close as I get to you
It's not the same

So, I will head out alone, hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back
And say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big
We can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, you're still there
I'm gone, you're still there
I'm gone, and you're still there

So, steal the show, and do your best
To cover the tracks that I have left
I wish you well and hope you find
Whatever you're looking for
The way I might've changed my mind,
But you only showed me the door

So, I will head out alone, hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back
And say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big
We can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I, you and I, you and I know the reason why.